Saturday, November 25, 2006

Play; Repeat All [Reklamador; 2nd Installment]

It's a different kind of Reklamador entry. And as always, forgive my English, Filipino, and Tag-lish...

It's All Coming Back To Me and Jeepney [Meatloaf featuring Marion Raven; and Sponge Cola respectively]. Those are what I've been playing in my iPod for about a month or so na. Di pa naman ako nagsasawa, so I think that's good.

Out of all the things that happened to me in the past 2 weeks, palagi yung bad things ang nagsa-stand out. Why? What the fuck's wrong with me? Whenever my friends are down, I always tell them think positive. Why can't I do it?

I asked something to my SA teacher before. Something about a person worrying about others' problems. Then he said: "Meron bang ganon?" and just laughed. I want to tell him Yeah. Me. Bakit ganon? Pino-problema ko na rin ang problema ng iba...

And why the hell am I "enjoying" the sadness I always feel when I listen to the songs I stated above. How can I say I am enjoying it? I think it's human nature to avoid sadness. And yet, I seek it. How weird... That's me.

Nga pala. I'm NOT HUMAN... I totally forgot that. *sighs*

Somebody told me: "Martin, di ka naman mahirap mahalin eh." [or something like that]

Why do I find it hard to believe? I wish someone would prove me wrong. 'Cause everytime I feel like somebody cares for me, dahan-dahang mawawala ang contact between us. Lumalayo. Nagiging strangers. Damn...

I hate it when people easily discard the good moments you shared with them. Like it never happened.

Here I am again... Ranting about something nobody gives a damn...

[you can say: the hopeless romantic rants again...]